Thursday, February 28, 2008
Get Buck In Here
anywayz,
yesterday was good/bad .
skipped two periods of chinese with jiemeizx,
got caught in the end but Mrs Kunna loves us,
so we didn't get into any trouble
(HAHAH IN YOUR FACE KANG LAU SHI!!!)
lunched at city hall with Clare-y, Jaz-y and Jenn-y.
lunched at city hall with Clare-y, Jaz-y and Jenn-y.
finally had my goddamn hokkien mee.
waited for my boyflen for about an hour,
kinda pms-ed and got cranky with him
though it really wasn't his fault .
went home and slept supah early for the first time in ages,
woke up this morning and felt quite good.
met ben again and then we hung out at my place,
when i was walking him out of the gate so he could
take a cab (it was like 8pm?) ,
he started talking about the terrorist dude who escaped.
so i forced him to walk me back to the gate
cause i was scared that after he left i'd
have to walk all the way back home alone and the dude
might just pounce out from somewhere and kill me .
(yez i know he limps so he can't exactly pounce, but still)
--
i can't wait for the weekend.
okay wait no,
i can't wait for the holidays.
vulnerable
Y
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
cause it's been a year. here's to you and i .
forgive me if i seem forward,
but i've never been in front of anything like you .
it's the last place i ever thought i'd be when i woke up this morning.
is it true that you're always this breathtaking?
you're smart and you're willing,
and my god, this is killing me .
tell me all the things you've never said,
we can lie here and talk for hours in my bed.
i don't have anything to hide,
cause everything i have is not for certain.
tell me all of your hopes,
all of your dreams,
there's just one more thing,
one request,
i want you to take me with you .
take me with you cause i will never let you down,
i will love you now and forever .
you've started to see right through me,
and i'm loving every minute of it,
it's like i'm born again every time i breath in .
if you're curious, my favorite color's pink,
and i like to sing in the shower,
if you like, i'll sing to you.
vulnerable
Y
Monday, February 25, 2008
Mommy
was mom's 49th birthday on sunday.
it kinda scared me a little,
49 sounds scary doesn't it?
thank god my mommy still looks quite young
(:
Hey mommy,
i wanna scream so loud for you cause i'm so proud of you.
hey mommy,
i appreciate what you gave up for me,
i just want you to be proud of me .
i wanna tell the whole world about a friend of mine,
this little light of mine and i'm gonna let it shine .
i'm gonna take ya'll back to the better times,
i'm gonna talk about my momma if ya'll don't mind .
i was only nine years old,
caught you with tears in your eyes
cause dad was cheating and telling you lies,
then i started to cry as we knelt on the kitchen floor .
i said mommy i'm gonna love you till you don't hurt no more,
and when i'm older, you aint gotta work no more.
i feel like there's so many things i gotta do,
just to prove how much i love you.
#1 Mumsy Wumsy & Little Audrey
#2 Hong Kong
#3 Baby Me
#4 Back When Father Was Still Daddy
#16 Hurry Please, I Think I Need To Lausai
--
these are all old pictures of myself + family/friends which i dug out .
please,
indulge .
oh class party pictures (from 364854 years ago)
@ www.xanga.com/halfwaycrazy
vulnerable
Y
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Let The Flames Begin
hello all you cyber-losers who still bother
to read my blog although i'm such a boring goof-ball.
so yez me is back from camp.
nothing much to say,
except that my tolerance level was like fucking sky high.
had a few good moments with my friends/class.
and you know everyone was like ,
"c'mon give your best! this is a once-in-a-lifetime-experience."
hell yeah its gonna be once-in-my-frickin-lifetime.
i'm never going for another camp,
ever again.
i'm just glad to be home .
this is how we'll dance when when they try to take us down .
this is what we'll be, oh glory.
vulnerable
Y
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Maybe We'll Talk, & Not Just Speak
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today's been such a tiring day.
i'm leaving for adventure camp on thursday,
and i'll be back on saturday .
the thought of sleeping outdoors in a nasty tiny
tent isn't exactly hyping me up.
then again,
i'll be with my awesome class.
oh by the way,
Happy Birthday Zozozozozoey.
(hope your dad's okay)
friendship is like peeing on yourself:
everyone can see it,
but only you get the warm feeling that it brings .
xoxo, peace out all.
vulnerable
Y
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Mine
Listening to the Juno soundtrack
just makes me realise how much i actually love you.
yes although i find it so hard to say it out loud
to anyone else that i'm in love with you .
for all the things you've done for me,
for all the times i let you down,
for the good, bad, and utterly ugly times,
i know you're gonna stick with me.
"I kiss you all starry eyed,
my body's swinging from side to side .
I don't see what anyone can see,
in anyone else but you.
I'm in love with how you feel."
vulnerable
Y
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
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so yeah,
she's gone to Australia and left Jen and i alone together.
):
Amanda was like,
my first friend in IJ or something.
i really dont know what to say?
i really love her so so so so much.
she was always there to laugh and cry with you
(maybe not cry, but you know)
she's a good listener,
which is a good thing cause i talk alot.
the past 2 years in IJ have been completely amazing,
and i'm thankful you were there with me by my side
from the day i stepped into school to the day you left.
I Love And Miss You !
can't wait till you get back.
(HEARTZ YOU FOREVER AND EVER)
--
CNY was alright i guess,
ate alot (yez, i mean alot)
shall post up pictures another day.
oh yipee yay,
Valentine's Day is coming!
but i haven't bought the stuff i need to make gifts.
KELLY YOU ARE NOT GETTING A PRESENT!!!
vulnerable
Y
Monday, February 04, 2008
Spoiled
kay since everyone is like bugging me to update,
i shall!
(stares at everyone)
so..
friday:
super super long day in school,
headed down to town for lunch with Marie
(Jiemeizx came along)
we had loads of fun
:D
then went to Marina Square to celebrate
one of Jen's cell group member's (John) birthday celebration .
dinner at Hong Kong Cafe with the whole cell group.
everyone was veryveryvery nice to me again
(:
after dinner they sang him a specially written song.
Happy Birthday John!
Yuan May, Jenn and i then cabbed down to
Amanda's place for our class party.
it was pretty terrible 'cause it was raining and
they couldnt get the fire started.
so everyone was pretty cranky and most left .
by 9,
Kelly, Jenn, Yuan, Siti, Amanda, Isfah (Kel's friend) and i
got the barbecue going but...
everyone was gone already
:/
we still had fun though!
Isfah was speaking chinese
(i swear, her chinese is powerful siol)
"Lao Po! Ni Wei Sher Mer Zhe Yang?!"
"Wo The Xiong Bu Xiang Xi Gua, Hen Da"
cam-whored with Kelly and Jen after
Isfah, Siti and Yuan May left .
took hilarious photos.
(i dont have them yet)
security guards came and asked us to
stop the fire and clean up the mess.
it struck me that night,
i'm really gonna miss Amanda when she leaves .
):
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saturday:
shopped for new clothes
and threw a tantrum cause i couldn't have this -
Chanel 2.55 Gold Chain Classic Quilted Flap Bag Purse
i know its pretty old,
but still. oh and check out these two pretty babies -
Chanel Pink Lambskin Classic Flap Backpack
vulnerable
Y